Tuesday, December 2, 2014

miscarriage #6 - 6 weeks 1 day

I buried what would have become our baby in the plant we bought back from our honeymoon in Hawaii.  It may seem strange but I felt that I had to do something respectful. I feel this was most likely a blighted ovum. It was nothing like the natural miscarriage I had 5 years ago when I was almost 10 weeks and baby had stopped growing at 7 weeks. The pain was worse than kidney stones with vomiting for 5 hours and then passing out just as I passed the sac. I had none of that this time. I did pray that if this was a non-viable pregnancy to let it happen soon and not when we would be on vacation in 2 weeks. I have betas starting Friday to monitor hcg levels back down to zero.

I just got an email from my Egg donor nurse with consents for PGS Embryo biopsy. I wonder if the timing is not just a coincidence...

1 comment:

  1. I am so sorry...there are no words...the loss is the worst...